Saturday, January 23, 2010
♥ Retracing the footsteps
Such a long journey it's been. I've tread far and swiftly in the past year. I cannot begin to recall all of it, all of the changes.
I've finished scanning all of my past posts. I'm no longer what I once was. Call me robotic. Call me emotionless. I don't care. For my emotions are under my control, and I have a life. Not the life that was once existant in the past, but an entirely new one.
My first year of college was a flunk. But scanning over those old posts, I realized I had a lot more on my plate than school. But I've started over, and this year goes well.
My depression is very well managed. Mood swings are uncommon and little.
My love life.. a strange journey of heartbreak and love.
I wish not to mention the past of my love life, only the present. I'm owned. I'm collared. This is only what matters right now. My lover is my Master now. Not just a companion but a leader. I follow, an obedient cat (Tis how I describe myself). I do hope for the best in this relationship. I want it to work.
I've finished scanning all of my past posts. I'm no longer what I once was. Call me robotic. Call me emotionless. I don't care. For my emotions are under my control, and I have a life. Not the life that was once existant in the past, but an entirely new one.
My first year of college was a flunk. But scanning over those old posts, I realized I had a lot more on my plate than school. But I've started over, and this year goes well.
My depression is very well managed. Mood swings are uncommon and little.
My love life.. a strange journey of heartbreak and love.
I wish not to mention the past of my love life, only the present. I'm owned. I'm collared. This is only what matters right now. My lover is my Master now. Not just a companion but a leader. I follow, an obedient cat (Tis how I describe myself). I do hope for the best in this relationship. I want it to work.
♥ My
doll smiled.
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