Monday, October 27, 2008
♥ New Year's Day
So, I'm letting going. The last post was my last cry. My last bit of insanity before I captured it in a web that I spun just to snag it.
And I have it back. I am no longer struggling so much over someone I cannot have. I'm slowly letting myself go, cutting the deep bond but leaving the surface connection.
I see Ron now simply as a man that pulled me to my feet when I was down in the dust, and one that potential may save me from future downers. And I him.
I'm on the desperate search for avaliable single with zero miles of me.
Yep, within this town of Ames.
Already, there have been a few matches. My first choice has yet to respond. So.. out with the hope for him. I discovered another whom has caught my interest. He's pretty cute, but nothing that I would faint at to be brutally honest.
But he seems to understand.
Right off the bat, to test him.. I spill to him my blood secret.
He seems to not mind that I drink blood.
In turn, he's told me a few secrets. And already, it appears we are forging a bond.
Only the future can tell. There are many more out there.
Ron, I won't ever.. EVER forget about you..
You've done wonders for me. I know I've told you this, but without you.. I'd probably be dead.
And I have it back. I am no longer struggling so much over someone I cannot have. I'm slowly letting myself go, cutting the deep bond but leaving the surface connection.
I see Ron now simply as a man that pulled me to my feet when I was down in the dust, and one that potential may save me from future downers. And I him.
I'm on the desperate search for avaliable single with zero miles of me.
Yep, within this town of Ames.
Already, there have been a few matches. My first choice has yet to respond. So.. out with the hope for him. I discovered another whom has caught my interest. He's pretty cute, but nothing that I would faint at to be brutally honest.
But he seems to understand.
Right off the bat, to test him.. I spill to him my blood secret.
He seems to not mind that I drink blood.
In turn, he's told me a few secrets. And already, it appears we are forging a bond.
Only the future can tell. There are many more out there.
Ron, I won't ever.. EVER forget about you..
You've done wonders for me. I know I've told you this, but without you.. I'd probably be dead.
♥ My
doll smiled.
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