Friday, September 5, 2008
♥ Savin' Me
It's official. I'm homesick. Want to know why?
I'm displaying most of the symptoms, both physical and mental. I feel nasty all the time, I visit the bathroom WAY too often, and I get depressed easily.
I know with time that I'll get better, but I wish it was right now.
Alright, I promised myself this post wouldn't be angst. I practically jumped out of bed this morning with the mindset that I was going to kick this day in the ass.
I ended up drinking just a bit too much Mountain Dew. Sure, that got me my caffiene and sugar, but my current sensitive system didn't like that.
So, I'm toughing out a day where restroom visits may be frequently and I may skip more than just breakfast.
I do feel hungry, but I feel sick at the same time. You know that feeling? Yeah, it's annoying.
In other news, I was up WAY too late last night. I didn't throw myself into my bunk bed until about 1:30 a.m. Even then, I didn't get the bed right away.
OH, wait.. the homesickness symptoms listed insomnia. Hmm.. connection people?
Count on a late night tonight.
But a certain individual kept me up. I blame him. It's ALL his fault. Nah, I'm just kidding. It's not. :P
I am considering a therapist, though. ANYTHING to make these physical symptoms go away.
Dammit, I said I wanted a non-angst post.
So much for that.
Well, said individual left me a voicemail and I just had to listen to the options after.
"To delete this message, press 7. To save it in the archives, press 9.... Message is now saved for 21 days."
I'm a freak. ><
Off to sit in an English Class. Nasty, I haven't read the material!
Oh well, I got a bit of a long bus ride.
There might be another IC posting tonight. We'll see what I'm up to and how I feel.
I'm displaying most of the symptoms, both physical and mental. I feel nasty all the time, I visit the bathroom WAY too often, and I get depressed easily.
I know with time that I'll get better, but I wish it was right now.
Alright, I promised myself this post wouldn't be angst. I practically jumped out of bed this morning with the mindset that I was going to kick this day in the ass.
I ended up drinking just a bit too much Mountain Dew. Sure, that got me my caffiene and sugar, but my current sensitive system didn't like that.
So, I'm toughing out a day where restroom visits may be frequently and I may skip more than just breakfast.
I do feel hungry, but I feel sick at the same time. You know that feeling? Yeah, it's annoying.
In other news, I was up WAY too late last night. I didn't throw myself into my bunk bed until about 1:30 a.m. Even then, I didn't get the bed right away.
OH, wait.. the homesickness symptoms listed insomnia. Hmm.. connection people?
Count on a late night tonight.
But a certain individual kept me up. I blame him. It's ALL his fault. Nah, I'm just kidding. It's not. :P
I am considering a therapist, though. ANYTHING to make these physical symptoms go away.
Dammit, I said I wanted a non-angst post.
So much for that.
Well, said individual left me a voicemail and I just had to listen to the options after.
"To delete this message, press 7. To save it in the archives, press 9.... Message is now saved for 21 days."
I'm a freak. ><
Off to sit in an English Class. Nasty, I haven't read the material!
Oh well, I got a bit of a long bus ride.
There might be another IC posting tonight. We'll see what I'm up to and how I feel.
♥ My
doll smiled.
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