Sunday, September 7, 2008
♥ Call Me When You're Sober
I've got a problem. A big one.
You ever love someone and then love someone else at the same time?
Yeah. BIG problem.
It'll blow over. I hope.
Ah, hell, if it weren't for things like this, life wouldn't be interesting, huh? If life wasn't interesting, it wouldn't be worth living. Yep, I'm including the bad days, too. Without bad days, you can't have good days.
I've had a decent week last week. Better than the week before.
And I got homework to distract me, too. Hell, I'm taking a break from drawing right now. You'll have to see my Deviantart, soon. I'll post it. It's a simple contour line drawing, but it was a bitch to really get right. I was working from a still life, sighting and measuring, and then sighting some more. Pain in the ass, but at least it looks decent. First decent still life I've done in years. It looks.. like.. real.
The more I look at it, the more I wish I hadn't made that mark I can't seem to erase on it. It'll be a pain if I wanna use this drawing in my application to the College of Design. Which, be it my luck, I will.
I have other homework I should be doing, but I find myself daydreaming. Of course, daydreaming leads to the BIG problem. I can't seem to find a way to solve it. I want both of them. Now what?
Can't I have them both? Or will society label me a whore? A slut? A fucking skank?
Well, fuck you, society. What you don't know can't hurt you, right?
Like that whole.. Gays shouldn't marry thing.
What the fuck people? Let them marry. That's there damn business. Sheesh. Straight people are weird. Gotta boss the gays around. Dude, if God didn't want them to marry or anything, then why did he make them that why?
I'm ranting. I'm sorry.
I should get back to work. I also have Chinese homework. If I get all this done, then I can go shower and get some food. Wait, fuck. Dining centers are closed. Shit..
Well, cereal for dinner! Whoopie.
I gotta finish that milk anyway.
Ah, God. I hate the big problem. It's nasty. I'll figure it out somehow.
To hell with it, I might as well enjoy it while it lasts, eh?
/grin
You ever love someone and then love someone else at the same time?
Yeah. BIG problem.
It'll blow over. I hope.
Ah, hell, if it weren't for things like this, life wouldn't be interesting, huh? If life wasn't interesting, it wouldn't be worth living. Yep, I'm including the bad days, too. Without bad days, you can't have good days.
I've had a decent week last week. Better than the week before.
And I got homework to distract me, too. Hell, I'm taking a break from drawing right now. You'll have to see my Deviantart, soon. I'll post it. It's a simple contour line drawing, but it was a bitch to really get right. I was working from a still life, sighting and measuring, and then sighting some more. Pain in the ass, but at least it looks decent. First decent still life I've done in years. It looks.. like.. real.
The more I look at it, the more I wish I hadn't made that mark I can't seem to erase on it. It'll be a pain if I wanna use this drawing in my application to the College of Design. Which, be it my luck, I will.
I have other homework I should be doing, but I find myself daydreaming. Of course, daydreaming leads to the BIG problem. I can't seem to find a way to solve it. I want both of them. Now what?
Can't I have them both? Or will society label me a whore? A slut? A fucking skank?
Well, fuck you, society. What you don't know can't hurt you, right?
Like that whole.. Gays shouldn't marry thing.
What the fuck people? Let them marry. That's there damn business. Sheesh. Straight people are weird. Gotta boss the gays around. Dude, if God didn't want them to marry or anything, then why did he make them that why?
I'm ranting. I'm sorry.
I should get back to work. I also have Chinese homework. If I get all this done, then I can go shower and get some food. Wait, fuck. Dining centers are closed. Shit..
Well, cereal for dinner! Whoopie.
I gotta finish that milk anyway.
Ah, God. I hate the big problem. It's nasty. I'll figure it out somehow.
To hell with it, I might as well enjoy it while it lasts, eh?
/grin
♥ My
doll smiled.
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